Thank You, Mr. Porn

Sex. I've been thinking about sex for a very long time. It's been a major topic at the forefront of my thoughts since before I even knew what it was. I'm a sexual student--that much is clear.

I began working in adult movies at 18 and a half. For the last two and a half years, porn has been responsible for developing and broadening the sexual side of my life. In that time, I've done more crazy shit than I ever thought possible! I've fucked in Japan. I've fucked in Budapest. I've fucked all over Europe. I've fucked the Hulk, I've fucked Super Man. I had a French love affair, and I have a beautiful loving relationship now. I enjoy experiencing new things. That, I've done. But I'm as curious as ever to do more and learn more and go even further into this pretty hole of soft skin and hard skin, and just see, maybe, what exactly it would feel like to have two cocks inside me at once. I don't think I ever would have thought that before porn. But now the thought is in my head because leading up ‘til now I would have never have imagined how good it would feel. And it doesn't end there. I want to discover all that's out there (okay, maybe not scat--though if I did I would be a lady and not tell anyone). I want to try things that sound interesting and experiment with the unusual. And bring you along for the adventure. Take you traveling with me and we can figure out it all out together on a hot wet adventure that's sure to make one of us come.

Porn has been my teacher in life as well as in sex. It's taught me to simply be open to an idea. Sometimes an idea doesn't work out and you check it off as "tried but did not like." And sometimes you realize it's fun to be ordered around like a dog, and publicly fucked and humiliated; as well as seduced and romanced wearing fishnets and stilettos. Will I do a strap on scene and do some girl on guy pegging? Yes please, that sounds like fun. It's all about how you perceive it.

Life is fun. Sex is soooooo fun. I am a sexual being. I love sex. I have a wet wanting pussy, and my ass is a greedy prick too. I love the seduction. I love the tease. I love what's wrong and naughty. I'm at the full end of the spectrum in my book and I know there's even more I can't imagine. I feel as though I'm cruising on a sexual peak and I like how it feels. I want more sex and more experiences. I'm terribly curious to try out my own ideas and continue exploring my lovely school of sex. Where's the top? Where's the end? What's the ultimate idea of sex? I don't know yet so I'm not done looking or learning.

And of course, everyone gets to watch. What I've learned from porn is that sex can be wonderful and amazing especially when you open the lines of communication and talk about what you need. There are so many different kinds of fetishes out there, and it is super fun to discover these and let the world watch.

I like being watched.

I love to watch.

I love furthering the evolution of sex.

I want everyone to evolve as sexual beings.

Be open to new ideas and sensations.

Just enjoy sex.

Enjoy the sexual exploration.

[This post is a part of Fleshbot's Lily LaBeau Week. Photo courtesy of Club Sandy.]