For those who don't know, I am 15 weeks pregnant. I am finally really enjoying my pregnancy. Thank God cause I was a serious emotional wreck because thought the world was ending. Not only was the world ending but I had convinced myself that I had gone completely insane in the process. Not a GREAT combination I tell ya! Now that I have survived my 1st trimester and am aware of my past state of mind....I really feel bad for those around me...I am just so happy to say that I am now appreciating what is happening to my body now. Rather than before I didn't even feel like I was pregnant. Everyone just told me that I was. My body had only started to retain water. No serious morning sickness, and not very much fatigued at all. Just bloated and crazy. I think I'd rather have had all the other typical symptoms that everyone fears. Now I have energy, I'm full of life and ready to embrace this pregnancy. Just one rude awakening...I couldn't fit into any of my jeans on thursday. I freaked out...I've always been able to fit into these jeans...ever since I was 18...WTF man....so needless to say Danny (my hubby) took me shopping yesterday for maternity clothes. My bloated belly has now turned into a pregnancy bump. I actually don't mind it. It was just a major reality check. "Yes....this is really happening to me". Im just glad i don't have to try to suck in my belly anymore cause its not going anywhere.
well...
not enough for my liking...I'll get into that subject another day. You might find my sexual frustrations amusing. You will laugh...trust me....Especially when I tell you about my muppet sex dream. I just can't wait to have some crazy, fucked up porn sex...lets just put it that way. just thinking about not shooting my typical scene for another 9 months really freaks me out...."is a girl really physically capable of cuming as many times as I will my 1st scene back?" omg...(i might have to pay a visit to Mr. Magic Wand after i finish writing this blog)...okay so on that note...
I am gonna go and masturbate...